Stupid thing. I just wrote this one long blog and I lost it. AAARGGHHHH!!!!
Anyways it's about Mr. J. D. If I read his body language write, it said, touch me & flirt with me some more. And yes, there was the way he was looking at me the other day. Could I have seen something special in those windows, that there was a bigger chance? But yesterday was real disturbing. From the way he leaned across the table to speak to me, to the way he stood behind me moments later. It made my hair stand on their ends! He knows.

It was also about almost quitting soccer. Our new schedule effective Dec 3 makes it harder for me to attend the trainings and maybe even the games without sacrificing my study times, which is very important. But leaving the team just wasn't easy. Not that I've formed some bond with my mates (which isn't the case). I guess I'm not ready to stop playing. Hours ago I decided to quit and told the captain about it. But at the last moment I changed my mind, so now I'm waiting for Mayda so I can submit my regform and id pix. If the sched won't allow me to play, then fine. But if there's I chance, I know I can still be in.