To those who know the sh*t I'm currently in, don't worry, I can get bitter sometimes (you'll know from the words that comes out my mouth), but generally, I'm in an ok state. I can't wait to move to a new pad. If only it wasn't djahe on my parents I would've moved two months ago. Just one more month and finally, my state of well-being would be back to normal again. Not that I lost it now, it's just that whenever Sumo's around there's just so much negativity. She's so negative that she gets ugly by the day. Such self-righteousness. Hipocrisy. I'm just so glad I wouldn't have to live with her soon. It's good when you have this sense of balance, harmony, love for life, and not just a mind of my own, but a heart as well, noh? Like I said, this incident is a blessing in disguise. Diane told me it's hard to have Sumo for an enemy. Not really, come to think of it. When you know what you're dealing with, you'll know how to get around it. I feel sorry for Tail though. Maybe they're good for each other, maybe they're not, Sumo and Tail. But I do hope Tail would learn that they're supposed to be equal. It's supposed to be give and take. Two way. Can't they be friends without Sumo getting the upper hand? Tail's not seeing the bigger picture, only that one which Sumo has fed her. Too bad. I'm just so thankful I'm me and I refuse to be drawn to that circle which refuses to grow. And thanks to my bedroom, I have my place of solace, where I can unwind, revitalize, and throw all my troubles (along with my clothes--I just love sleeping naked), and find myself again.